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♥ Tuesday, January 29, 2008

anyone wana watch??


L change the WorLd[Death Note movie spinoff]- Trailer
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hyperactive @ 12:48 AM

♥ Monday, January 28, 2008

TC-the coach ME-duh me lah:)

TC:hey you,come here..[he points at me]
i walk towards him..
TC:i challenged you to climb all the way to the top.
ME:ok..[i said without hesitation]

i rub my hands with some powder then off to do some rock climbing..
first time,struggled to stay put to the wall..

TC:you ok?don't want to do this anymore?
ME:no..i try again..[still gasping for air]

i can do this-the inner me whispered.
firmly,i carried myself up and off i climbed the wall..stretched my arms and legs..weather was humid..sweat dripping..Eventually,i reached the top.

ME:Coach!!i did it!! [looking at him from the top]

AND GUESS WAT??
Coach was just about to compliment when suddenly something rang..
i woke up..
n yesh,it was just one of my weird dreams..

anyway..i became a last-minute chef today..
my assistant-none other then my moronic brother[who cant even cut the veggie properly]..

elder brother came back from camp and wanted a meal with the family..
mum was sick so might as well i prepare dinner and wat i cook was edible mind you..
grilled some salmon then served it with lettuce..
eggs pancake..veggie soup..
halal martini-more like cocktail with ice-cream..

well..i know it's nothing much but i was proud of myself..it's not like having the kitchen all to myself..and the food laku sey..haha:)

too bad sis wasn't here..

after the meal,i was left alone in the kitchen..
just as i expected,somebody needs to wash the damn dishes..
wat a booyah..

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hyperactive @ 11:12 PM

♥ Saturday, January 26, 2008

i tink i cried too much until there's no more tears left..
and the fever's gone..so im fine now:)
sorry guys for not replyin and updatin this blog..wasn in the mood last two days..

aniway..
i have decided..and am no longer confused..ok,mayb a lil confuse..

stil puttin biomedic as the first three choices..np.sp.tp.
even if it's in tp,i wont mind..i heard there's like 200 vacancies in tp's biomedic LAST YEAR..
hopefully i'll get in..if not..i try appeal..
or just accept any course willingly and make the best out of it..

chemical process technology is fourth..the lecturer said i can stil persue biomed under this course so why not give it a try..

tanx sis for making me tink through the courses and cheering me up..
tanx faat and yeah we're strong girls..my fren is in tpjc and she took the mlep course,so why not u join?if u like ofcourse..she says it's fun and u get to meet ppl frm mlep ijc..lol
and aminah,aku pn sayang kau..tanx eh..
atikah..tanx too and mane tau 2 bdak yg dpt gi medicine kau n aku plak eh..haha
danny i wish u the best..go for it k:) and tanx..
Yus i loove u too..and congrats on ur results..so smart sey!!
sam,miss ya too..lol

tanx so much for comfortin me..reali appreciate it:)
ol the best to every one out there:)
it's not the end of the world..
so why not enjoy life and go with the flow...

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hyperactive @ 10:50 PM

♥ Thursday, January 24, 2008

my brains all wired up..
and i just cant think straight..
the moment that we ol haf been waiting for..
IS TODAY..

freakin nervous..a lil bit scared..somehow excited..
it answers why i cant sleep last nite..
so i had a chat wif a fren of mine till 3 plus..almost 4 i gues..
thanks eh..

then woke up at 6..blah blah..
and felt so sleepy..wanted to sleep again BUT
don't want to continue sleepin just incase i cant wake up..
so here i am blogging..
Insyallah i do well todae..
and Insyallah my frens do well too..

so all the best to u guys:)

a few more hours left..
and off to sch wif the green fugly uniform and bloody school shoes..
i'll get bac again wif the results this time round..

THE RESULTS..
one word.Devastated:(

no matter how bitter the medicine is,i stil haf to swallow it:(
thats the fact..and i have to face it myself..
i don't regret it..even though i do..
like wat she said..it's not about tinking wat u cud and shud have done..
but tinking of wat to do next..

but every time i disappoint myself..
i feel terribly sick..and now im running a fever..
the same fever tat i got four years ago due to my PSLE results..
i never learn..

what's done is done..
slowly i leave the past behind me..
start a fresh..when there's a will,there's a way..
so biomedic is on..
MI??not reali sure..
wat about DELHI UNIVERSITY??

anyone??

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hyperactive @ 10:10 PM

♥ Monday, January 21, 2008

RESULTS.IS.THIS.THURSDAY.
24 JANUARY 2008.

argh...doesn't sound convincing??i mean ARGHH....
and my fcukin sis keeps scaring me..she keeps cursing ME..
she says stuff that's soo making my heart beat faster..
she says:
  1. later ur L1R5 54 points.
  2. cannot go jc.
  3. maybe poly won't accept me.
TOUCHWOOD..and there's a lot more i tel you..
my sis say if my results not good,she's sending me off to India to study medicine..
maybe tats not a bad idea:)actuali had one university in mind..

like Delhi University??
ok mayb o'level results is NOT such a big deal..
guess i'm gona accept it with open arms..
be it tears of joy or sorrows..
i did my best:)

'main diana se pyarr karti hun..'

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hyperactive @ 11:30 PM

♥ Sunday, January 20, 2008

I MISS YOU..AND YOU..AND YOU..OHH,AND YOU TOO..
i miss them so much..
infact i miss them a lot i tell ya..

if YOU are wondering who the hell is 'them'??
them might actuali be YOU who's reading this post:)

i miss
hazdannyanafanaisalinaaisyaminahatikahfaatsakinahdiana..
ashidahsolehandesisuriatijiaweenadiahatiqahbenny..
syazasharifahrafidahameliazakiyyahyuz..
NOT forgettin my classmates,teachers and...??

p.s:if you're name's not there..fret not,you are missed too..
ok,this is random..

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hyperactive @ 10:56 PM

♥ Saturday, January 19, 2008

np is like so freaking fun..
omg..
if i cant go jc..which i tink i can..i dunno??
im considerin of goin poly actuali..

biomedic?
nursing? sounds like fun but-i scared ppl under my care die faster..
multimedia and animation??
business and accountancy?
im Confused with a capital C..

anyway..
the goodie bags..nothing fun..lol
but the donuts nice:)
and the apple pie..shucks but i eat it anyway..

and just now at np,i learn how to change baby diapers,carry it,bathe it..
i din noe there's so much method..
but who cares??just as long you don't break the baby's neck,it's fine i guess..

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hyperactive @ 10:50 PM

♥ Friday, January 18, 2008

drumroll please..

i present you..
www.lilmsdeed.blogspot.com
grand opening..

whee..this damn blog is officially open:)

so do leave your comments and tag me yeah..
peace people..


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hyperactive @ 1:20 PM