dearest SOLEHAN:) HAPY 17th BEFDAE!!! thanks for being a GREAT fren.. a guy who never fails to bring a smile to my face.. im so glad i've known you:)) thanks again for making my life worth while.. since you're a year older,hopefully wiser as well..
and a few days ago.. something hilarious happen.. i was on the line wif An wen zak called.. so i decided to conference wif both of them..
An: Hi this is marcus frm 98.7 fm..and are you mardiana's fren? Zak:yeah i am..[high-pitch voice] An: well,mardiana just won herself an ipod.. do you want to win an ipod? you just have to ans a simple quest.. Zak:realli:))) oh my goddd..!![zak gets all excited..] An and me:[burst out laughing our arses off]
seriously it was effing hilarious.. cannot take it sia.. if i had drank something,i swear i'll spat it out.. zak soooo damn exited sia..PRICELESS!! then wen he realise it was a joke,he curse us-.- haha..ZOMG...im laffin so hard right now.. sory zak,i had to blog bout this..
and im addicted to this song<<3>
Hey, ohh, let me tell you no. Oh baby. Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight. I never use to go out without you, I'm not sure I remember how to. I'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, I don't know if I like my outfit. I tried everything in my closet.
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos. Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you. Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes. In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on. Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone. I thought maybe I'd do some shopping, but I didn't get past the door and, now I don't know now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go and I, couldnt even leave my appartment. I'm stripped down torn up about it.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight. I couldn't even leave my appartment, I'm stripped down torn up about it.
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos. Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you. Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes. In that I lay.
Hey hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you. Sick of this dress and these jimmy choos. Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm mising you. Ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes. In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on. In nothing but your t-shirt on(2x)
tuition was okay todae.. did science and english.. and as you noe,i freakin suck at English..haha.. keep flippin the dictionary-.-
then meet up wif fiz and the usual for break-fast.. hell yeah i was late..lol.. so sorry and coz of tat we had no table at banquet.. break-fast at KFC instead.. then slack at the park opposite jurong point.. a lot of bangla sia -.- then suddenly i had a call frm some irritating fella.. potong (cut) steam sia..
it goes.. me:hello fella:hi miss mardiana,we are calling blah blah blah frm 98.7fm... [starts recognisin tat bloody fella voice ] me:errr-.- yelah tu..(yeah rite) fella:[laughs wif some ppl at the background then clicks fone off]
WOOOTS... HAPPY 23rd TO MY DARLING s.freaks..hee. okay..break fast wif dearest NORA at vivo todae.. we ate at Chicken Rice Shop.. and she blanja-ed me:))lol..tanx babe.. u shudn haf..next time,my TREAT okay!!
anyway the customer service was great.. like realy great.. the guy goes ard asking if the food was good.. then he entertain the ppl in the restaurant.. and he even gave us a discount..lmao..
afterthat we chill..shop..window shop..took pics..and left.. ooh ya..the pics..
~yummy:) ~darling Nora<33 tis women likes to kacau me-.- ~but i adore her to bits..
and just now there's tis lesbo in the train.. she kept looking at me frm bottom to top.. fucking irritating sia.. then she pretended to fall asleep.. andi swear i saw her secretly peep at me-.- like bloody damn obvious .. i feel like slappin her face and pokin her damn eye balls.. lucky her,i was fasting.. buggertoad..
im tinkin of doin something to my hair.. but i duno wat.. and wat kind of hair were you guys tinkin ah? KAWAII..
went for terawih ytd at masjid Al-Khair wif sis.. after that we got ready to mustafa centre ard 10 plus.. sis fren,kak yana fetch us frm the bus stop.. along the way,both my aunt n couz hop in..
ytd was 21st sept rite,so before i forget..
Happy 19th Birthday Suzie cuzzie.. stay hot and sexy you bitch!! and sory for tis sememek pic of urs:)
anyway,got my toiletries and stuff.. there goes my money-.- i love shoppin but i hate seeing my money fly.. buggertoad..
then we chill at Al-ameen cafe,somewher at BT.. i had milo-dinosaur..and some prata's.. early early sahur.. so it's 7 of us,coz mum joined us later..
reach home at 3am..and into lala-land i went..
im tinking of goin terawih again todae.. it's effing bored rotting at home..
KAWAII!!!! okay,im like so mad over japanese drama NOW!! if im not mistaken,the first jap movie i like was Swing Girls.. anyway,who cares coz i just caught a glimpse ofHYD the movie!!!
and ZOMG...!! JUN MATSUMOTO is sooo CUTE!! the moment i saw his character,i fell in love wif it.. just like Adit in Eiffel im in love.. CUTE giler can..okay,get a grip Dee.. if not i be talkin about them in this entire post-.- LIKE SO WATEVER..
Jun Matsumoto<33 *drools* Oguri Shun:) and there's one part in the movie.. he was yawning..unglamorous..lol but i find it CUTEE!!
ooh and just now the ticket women was so confident.. haha..cute per...
me: can i haf 2 tix of HYD.. she:ooh im sory..the movie not out yet.. me n fatin:HUH?? fatin:the eng translation lah*nudges dee* me:ooh rite..i meant boys over flower:)
after that, i accompanied fatin get her groceries.. lets see her in action..LOL.. btw,we both so ___..tryin to avoid those ite mats.. i duno why but it's like so FUNNY.. as though we're in some comedy drama..*betol betol betol* ehem.. and those mats were like everywher.. must be FATIN'S aura..
lmaookay..btw tanx fatin for the sweets.. now back to hana kimi:))
and sory CF if we din invite you guys along.. we dont reali noe if you guys like JAP movies..
ever being reali close to someone? then something kinda happen along the way.. suddenly another person pulls tat someone AWAY frm you.. sometimes,they dont even realise tat.. but there's this thing called KARMA.. do bad to others and the bad will do you.. *evil laughter*
been having so much calls these few days.. but yesterday was uber fun.. especially talkin to people i miss so much.. and it's been ages since i did tat..
so ytd i was on the line wif zak.. and aminah was on the other line wif me via the msn call.. entertaining them both is like super hard can.. and both started singing at the same time-.- left ear wif minah,right ear wif zak.. wah..headache i tel you..
then about 11 plus like tat,solehan called me.. and we talked like hell.. haha..I MISS HIM man..and he apparently misses everyone in band.. so we had massive conference.. Ashidah Ahmad solehAn and me.. zak din join cos he was busy wif a fren,ranting on about nadiah on the other line.. Amad call An 'taik'..lmao..and he call me DIANA..sounds weird-.- chat till 1 plus only coz suddenly the line went dead..toooooooooooooot-.-
ooh ya and i wonder how ppl can conference wif more than 4 ppl on the fone.. coz i bloody hell cant hear wat everyone was talkin about.. unless 2 talk then all listen..LMAO
RESULTS ARE OUT.. and i did fairly okay,cud haf done better..quite disappointed but grateful:)) the word 'IF' is reali a bloody irritating enemy you noe.. so to all you guys out ther,congrats on your glory and others who din do tat well,DON be sad!! it's not the end of the world.. ther's sem2,so prove it yeah:)) take tis as an eye openner..
with tat,i end this post wif a bye.. you CHEEE-BYE.. okay back to doin the laundry,folding the clothes,washing the dishes, sweeping the floor,blah blah blah..
and and i got a movie date wif FATIN todae.. will update later:)) woots..
to women out ther:) some tips for ya.. got tis frm my sis blog..lol
1) If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
2) If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
3) Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
4) Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
5) Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
6) Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
7) If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
8) Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
9) Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
10) The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
11) Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
12) He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
13) Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
14) Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.
15) Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
16) You cannot change a man's behaviour. Change comes from within.
17) Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job.
18) Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more, nothing less.
19) Never let a man define who you are.
20) Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
21) A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
22) All men are NOT dogs.
23) You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.
24) You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage...Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...
25) Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
26) Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
27) Never move into his mother's house.
28) Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
29) Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
okay.. had tuition todae wif tat kid.. well it was fun..and she's super cute todae.. she asked me to keep a deadly secret and im not suppose to reveal it to her dad,her sister or anyone.. i was even forced to do 'the promise' gesture-.- the secret is so cute can..haha wat onli..
anyway break fast wif poly peeps todae.. sad thing tat buva chloe and khaizurah cant join.. if not it be uber fun.. so we had dinner at town and sakura was fully booked.. then go puncak and gues who i saw?? my step couz and gosh,he's hangin wif the __ and __.
so we decided to eat at cahaya instead.. the 7 of us,shir fatin fir rav fit and hadi..[plus me lah] ooh and yesh i saw the hoodie.. the exact place where khaizurah kinda fell in love wif tat bag.. walk ard and soon off we go..
hurry gues again..gues who i saw??lol.. i saw my mum's couz..kakak sedare in malay.. she's so gorgeous..okay..dots..
and and and i just love thursday.. ugly betty and project runway.. wah rhyme sey..
so tired.. and im tinkin of match-making __ wif __.HAHA kutip kawan frm longkang and go ride lori.. -.-zzz..im effin bored lah.. u noe i noe..shushh..
my current obsession-Japanese Drama,omg.. tat hana yori dango is like so wooh.. Hazzzz,you make me addicted to it:)LMAO.. and i finished both season..yippee..
Jun Matsumoto -i love his character in the drama:) my sis noes why..haha.. OMG,I LOVE HIM lah!!so cuteeee.. -.-haha.. Tsuyoshi Abe appears in Absolute boyfriend too which was my previous obsession..
thurs 4 sept jobhuntin wif ashidah and zak.. we walk frm scotts all the way to plaza sing.. interviews simply ____.
fri 5 sept break fast outside wif pri sch frens.. raf kenneth yus carlo..syaz and mel din make it:( anyway,we stil had uber fun:) dinner-ed at kfc then chill at coffee bean followed by nite market.. ohh my..i miss them lah..
the pics.. ~my crappy darlings:) ~the emo NOT us.. carlo and raf seems to be in deep thoughts though.. ~i love tis shot,the wacky side of us:) and thanks kenneth for the belated befdae pressie:) it's so beautiful..hee..love it..
sat 6 sept break fast at aunt's house.. the last time i saw my couz was at some wedding.. sun 7 sept partial spring cleaning.. tiring but quite fun:) and i stil haf yet to start cleanin my room-.-
anyway,i did the quiz on haz blog.. you guys should try it:) simply if you don haf anything better to do tat is.. >>>>click here
a very awkward topic to start.. anyway yesterday met my sis at CCK awhile after i break-fast outside wif my fren.. kakak was wif her 2 othe frens,kak nadia n kak yani wif her kids.. after kak yani husband fetch them,3 of us were stranded under the hdb flat..
while waitin for mum to fetch us, kak nadia and my sis were like match-making me lah.. say me and kak nadia brother wat crap lah.. then they 2 will be related..LOL.. -.-please eh,stop it eh.. goodness,im 17 lah sia.. tat time my sis wanted to match-make me wif abang's fren.. HELL NO!!!no way sia..na'ah NOOO.... as though i cant find my own.. and BOYFRIEND?you must be kiddin me..
DEE'S rule to find an IDEAL boyPren..
no holding hands,kissing or hugging in public.
no smoking b4 meetin me..i cant stand the smell..
no money,no talk so no date..haha,u get tat..
meet up once in 2 weeks,3 weeks oso can..
don contact me wen im in the exam period..
don cal me or msg me every day..
get me flowers every time we meet..
dating place does NOT include void decks..im a women wif class..
NO hanky-panky..euu..
don touch me anywhere..keep your hands in your damn pocket..
make sure you smell good..
hygiene man=turn on..smelly man=GET LOST
dress appropriately:)
family comes first..then frens..then assignments..then BF i gues..lol..
family and frens must approve..
keep the relationship low and secret..
rule 15 and 16 contradicts so depends on the situation..
okay..i was just pulling your leg.. with these set of rules,might as well i go SINGLE.. haha..okay.. i wana get some rest..my BF waitin for me already.. erm..i was referin to my bed and that pillow lah bodoh-.- you tink wat..??
DEE can you like stop talkin cock for ONCE? coz you don haf one..
todae was suppose to be great.. had evrything planned but i kinda blew it.. so sorry had to cancel the buke-ing thing.. i'll make it up to you peeps.. later they think i 'buih'..darn it man.. since it's the fastin mth,must control anger.. must control my words and forms of speech.. must act appropriately.. must learn to be patient.. must control hunger.. must control nafsu..[lust i tink] must not make ppl angry-which i just did..oopps:( see dee,tats wat happen wen u open ur mouth.. bugger lah you..first day make ppl angry already.. mite as well you don need fast rite-.- then how u gona survive the whole mth,you tell me?
okay,will Apologised to her..yeah gona do tat tis min.. after i blog lah..coz i tink she stil ____. let her cool downnnnnn.
HAPPY FASTING PEOPLE.. haf fun buke-ing and sahur-ing.. and to the rest of you ppl,Happy Holidays:) remember,family comes first even if means sacrifising..
simply bubbly yet sophisticated 9 june 1991 stil breathing hates being rushed loves babies trying to adapt in the west i may not be as pretty as you but im contented with what i have in life a girl who likes to talk:) don't like me, then don't come near me
♥ sHe
wanTs...
~Edward<3 ~vampire bf ~sneakers ~more clothes ~money:) ~better life
Diana Marz