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♥ Thursday, October 30, 2008

it just feels so empty without her ard..
she left on the 28 of oct 2008,12.08 am?
and as i watch a video of her,
those tears kept pouring non-stop..

last time,i use to disturb my bro about 'szuina' goin dead soon..
but i NEVER meant every word i said..
now,i miss her so much..
and i noe my bro misses her too..more than i do..
he's just putting a brave front but deep inside,
he's hurt,heartbroken and all words in the dictionary tat describes sad.

~beautiful memories when she was ard..


29 OCT 08

SCL's captain ball tournament..
interclass challenged thingy..
i substitude for my lecturer and well..
it was FUN:) been a long time since i activate myself ..
my clas did OKAY..haha.
we LOST both games..15-1 and 6-4 i tink..
*laff all you want you idiots-.-*

then played badminton wif some of my course mates..
and wen i reach home..
i did a hundred starjump..some push ups..
and yesh sit-ups..[hard to believe rite?]
the next day,i got muscle cramps..
see lah..so lazy do sports somemore-.-
now muscle ache all over..BUGGER sia..

30 OCT 08

and tat's todae..tiring like hell..
practical was ubber BORING..
tat BRA guy is damn irritating but quite funny in a lame way-.-
he will repeat like 2-3 times and then goes
'hello..hello..pls stop talking..hello..look here'
*clas starts rolling eyes*

anyway,skip the last hour of lecture..
just cant take it anymore..
sooo..
went to town wif nitaf and haruziahk..
i bought a NEW top tanx to her^^..
lol..and WE bought the SAME top..

halfway..fatin went off and she din get to visit her fav shop..
COTTON ON..so sorry..
so left just the two of us..
and khaizurah went for a shoppin spree..
she bought loads of stuff can..haha
i take her money then she noe..lmao..

just cant stand the part wen we both take the staircase..
be it goin up or down,we make this 'nenek' noises..[ nenek=grandma]
we sound so OLD..and so funny..
'maklum lah,orang tue..'
u gues it rite,we got muscle ache lah..

so we walk all the way frm lido to ps..
and bammmm..
i reach home at 9.20pm..

on a lighter note..
i met haz at sch's macd:))
and i met zak too at sch's macd..
lastly,i met noriz at the sch bookshop..

i heard some ppl in my clas goin swimming and badminton-ing tmr..
i wonder if i shud come along??

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hyperactive @ 11:11 PM

♥ Sunday, October 26, 2008

i cant control my damn tears..
i feel so helpless looking at her suffer..
and i wasn't hopping for this day to come..not just yet..
she looked weak and tired..
the way she crawl..
how she loses her appetite on her fave snacks..
this feeling just shucks big time..


and to my dearest brother..

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY!!

STAY SMART you lil moron..
and please help in housework!!
haha..i sooo hate you for having such brains-.-
btw i noe how sad u're feeling..i feel sad too..
but we will all pull this together aite:))

and yesh nuruddin,i owe you this...
haha..

1.The 1st person who tag/pass you is?
NURUDDIN:)

2. your relationship with him/her?
my sec sch classmate..

3. Your five impression of him/her?
nice,sincere,smart,funny,and chattable..

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
by eating nasi lemak in clas? lol..

5. the most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
i cant rmb..so sori..

6. you got any wish or request to ask from him/her?
erm.keep is touch and NEVER eat nasi lemak in clas:) lmao

7. as a friend, what he/she has to improve on?
erm..he's fine the way he is..

8. if he/she became your enemy, you will...
be upset..hopefully it won't happen..

9. if he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
erm..i took his nasi lemak away frm him?

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
erm..treasure our friendship:)

11. your overall impression of him/her is?
a nice person to hang ard wif:)

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
how do i noe? lawls..

13. the characters you love about yourself are?
erm..i forgive easily? and i like seeing ppl smile..

14. on the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
lack of confidence?

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
albert einstein? lol..NOT a chance..

16. for people who care and like you, say something to them.
Thank you so much frm the bottom of my heart:)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you .

  1. zan
  2. maverick
  3. khaizurah
  4. firdaus
  5. fatin
  6. shir
  7. buva
  8. aminah
  9. zak
  10. s.freaks


18. Who is no.7 having a relationship with?
hmm..i wonder who? .

19. Is no.3 a male or female?
female..

20. If no. 4 and 8 are together, will it be a good thing?
haha..i duno..mite be possible..

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
molecular biotech

22. When was the last time you had a chat with 2?
in sch.. last fri..

23. What kind of music band does no.4 like?
shitte..i have no idea..

24. Does no. 5 has any siblings?
yesh..and they're such cute bunch..

25. Will you woo no.2?
lol..MAYBE?? haha.. kiddin lah

26. How about no.7?
im straight..but she's sexy!

27. Is no.4 Single?
erm..yeah..

28. What is the surname of no.8?
MINAH??

29.What's the hobby of no.10?
4 of them sia..haha..

30. Does no.5 and no.9 get along?
hmm..i wonder..LMAO..

31.Where is no.3 studying at?
NYP:)

32. Talk casually about no. 1
thickest and cutest..haha

33. Where does no. 9 live at?
pasir ris..

34.What colour does no.4 likes?
he's gona kill me..

35.Are no.4 and 8 best friends?
they don noe each other..

36. Does no.1 have any cool pets?
i don tink so..

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
sexy yesh..but in the world?hmm..her BUTT:)

38.What is no.6 doing right now?

sleeping..


i know someday it will happen..

and it happened..

just sadden by her behaviour and i pity him deeply..

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hyperactive @ 11:18 PM

♥ Wednesday, October 22, 2008

i loved it messy:)


okay..FIERCE:))
FIRSTLY,im like so lazy to blog right now..
zan passed his disease to me,i tink...
and 2 lovely idiots[NOT] asked me to blog..
1 lame one apparently force me into it..LOL..

okay..sch has been GREAT!!!
like WHEEEE-.-
lectures damn FUN can,sit until my butt pain..
yeah i sound so sarcastic,i noe..

ooh ya..just to fill the empty space below..
some stupid facts about me wen i was a KID between age 3-16..
A KID okay..GET THAT RIGHT..

  1. got bitten by a monkey on the butt wen i was 3..
  2. swallowed silicon gel infront of mum to get her attention..
  3. farted in class a few times in kindergarten..damn loud i tel you..
  4. taught my frens on 'how to dig your nose in public behind a book'..
  5. choked myself while trying to swallow a 50 cent coin..
  6. fall off a bicycle 'accidently' and had my pants torn at ECP..
  7. tore my pants again at ECP..sway-.-
there's more definately..but i won't tell you.. teehee..
don't judge me yet okay,you lil buggery toad..

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hyperactive @ 12:30 AM

♥ Monday, October 13, 2008

"NIPPLES are THE eyes of your FACE"
lol..SO nice..
no,i din eat the wrong medicine todae..

anyway..i just woke up frm my 2 hrs of sleep..
first day of school is like so tiring can..
just not use to the new schedule and all..
had biostatistics at 8 in the morning..

then went to watch HOUSE BUNNY wif my gorgeous babes..
i keep saying HUNNY BUNNY..BUGGER-.-
shir chloe fatin khaizurah fit buva..and i bump into nurdiana:)
ooh we din cam-whored todae-.-
just imagine the 3 hrs break wen they cancel the lab briefing..
totally shucks lah..

btw,the movie was great can..funny and sexy..
nowander my guy frens all recommend to watch-.-
haha..
coz the babes were rather HOT..

and after 2 tutorials,had to rush back to cck..
had a nice chat wif minah in the train..
so great to hear frm such an old fren:)
got some stuf at popular the fetch my bro frm kindergarten..
and i took care of him lah..
TIRING SIA..

it's just so nice to sleep..SO NICE..
LMAO..

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hyperactive @ 10:11 PM

♥ Sunday, October 12, 2008

saturday..
yesterday right?
suppose to collect my skirt at bugis..
plan to meet zak at 4 coz he wana change shirt oso..
end up we meet at 6 instead-.-

then we went sheesha..
zak's fren,wan, join us ah..
first we went to Nazrin but they bloody hell wana see ic..
so we went for sheesha at the roof area ther..
cant remember the place name..
such nice ambience man and i din take pic-.-
wasted!!!!

reach home at 11 like tat..
and im effing tired..
and school is at 8am TMR!!
I miss holidays-.-

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hyperactive @ 11:41 AM

♥ Friday, October 10, 2008

LOOK HERE..

a rose for me:))
given by someone i loved,my darling ofcourse<3
and it simply made my day:)

tanx buva dearest..
next daisy kay..or sunflower..iris?
haha..kiddin..

had sch todae..
attended the MINDS carnival and had to play host..
yeah those clients were mentally challenged but it was fun..
unfortunately for me,my client was absent..
so i had to take another client..
her name..yoon ming:))


~one of the most priviledge clients..
smart and very independent..

the pics yeah..

~performance at the end of the carnival..

~those MINDS clients danced their arses off you noe..
SO CUTE!!! haha..

ooh and i love this pic!!!

~FYI,those envelope weren't there for decorations..
it was for some reason..they noe,i noe:)) LMAO..


~we had nothing better to do:))

btw did henna but it faded away already-.-
anyway..
while crossing NYP's road,there's this 2 guy students on a bike..
they gave the signal for us to walk..
then i heard..

'Kau Gadis Ku Yang Cantik.....'

actualy we both heard it..coz fit and i burst out laffing..
it's that PUSPA song!!
blame khaizurah for making it addictive..
but not as contagious as Fir's Hari Raya song..
which goes..
'Berlalu Sudah Ramadhan,Sebulan Berpuasa..'
-.- i swear tat song is ____.

after sch,head to bugis wif fatin khaizurah n chloe..
met aisha(h),khaizurah's fren..
did some shopping and i bought a black (denim?) skirt..
collecting it tmr..

khaizurah's fren,aisha(h) reminded me of sakinah..
and i suddenly miss her..ofcourse the others as well..
i miss my homies,it's just so diff now:((
anyway we were complaining about all the kiasu ppl here..
ppl in the bus,the train and who noes wher..
i believe the guy at the other end of the bus even heard it..
funny girl lah:)wen she rambles,she makes those expressions..
Priceless..nice meeting you khaizurah's fren..

lastly..I MISS MY STOP-.-
Fir's mum made my day too:)) hahaha..

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hyperactive @ 9:03 PM

♥ Wednesday, October 8, 2008

the CAMERA LENS IS SPOILT-.-
which means,i CANT TAKE A PICTURE WITH IT..
shucks...there goes my raya pics..

on a lighter note..
the day before ytd,which was on mon..
went out wif poly peep for raya..
it was fun and that day was filled wif laughter..i swear..
khaizurah,me,fadzly,fatin,hanafi(khai's fren),fitriah,hadi(fit's bf),fir and bob..
went to all house respectively except for BOB's..

sincerest apologies to bob..so sorry:(
i believe everyone wants to visit your home badly..
and sorry to ur parents as well for keeping them waiting all nite long..

you guys can read fatin's blog to noe more on the raya..

and i'll post some of the pics soon..
lazy to upload..
quite a pity some of them can't make..
well next time them peeps:)

cant wait for raya on thurs..

one more thing..the new time table for next sem SHUCKS..
thers PRACTICAL EVERYDAY-.-
so lazy to bring tat lap coat..

organic chem..
biochem..
cell biology..
IT for LS..
microB..
biostatic..

zomg..so bio-related:)
and i end at 2.50 every mon n wed..6 on tues..
7.30 on Thurs[i hate tat] and 4 on fri..
a morning start..
9am every day except on mon,tats at 8 and 10 on a fri..
MOOYAH BOOYAH..!!

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hyperactive @ 3:45 AM

♥ Saturday, October 4, 2008

whee..todae was fun..
fetch dearest kenneth frm the airport wif amelia sayang..

and you noe wat??
while waiting for kenneth at the arrival hall,i saw someone..
correction..WE saw someone..

..Mind-blowing..spectacular..Hot hot heat..
*adrenaline rush* .. *faints*..*goes gaga*
and i practically stop talkin to mel and had my attention on tat someone..
actualy she oso lah..haha..don't deny it mel-.-

we saw this HOT GUY!! KAWAII..
mixed and eurasion..
not arab,not japanese..looks kinda brazil? moroccan?
latino mayb not..gahhh..
watever lah..

i was so tempted to approach tat guy and take a pic wif him..
haha..CRAZY siol..
ofcourse lah NOOO..
99% of me won't do tat..
1% maybe but that's in my dream lah..

haha..omg..i sound so OBSESS-.-

anyway had popeye for dinner..
whee..like atlast..
been a long time since i taste tat ayam..

and we cam-whored the whole of t3..
ahhaha..
super babitch and kedendeng..
or simply put it ultra gendeng's.. LAWLS(mel taught me tat word)
ooh and you owe me ALL the pics babe..
hahahaha..
so sory had to make ur life rather miserable..

will update pics soon..
and glad tat ken had a safe trip home..
tanx for tat '200 dongs* souvenir dude:))

and yesh i heart all my frens..
whoever you are..wherever you are..
you guys are simply treasured and safely kept in my heart:)

mac make-up products rocks..haha..
im so inlove wif it..
ooh and make-up is definately art..
and ART = LOTS OF FUN:))

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hyperactive @ 11:56 PM

♥

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMIN and MUSLIMAT..
maaf zahir dan batin yeah...
sorry if i hurt any of your feelings and please forgive me..
anyway..

1st OCT 2008
where raya begins..

first stop,mum's side..
my only grandmum stil alive..

~aunt,nani,sis.mum,me...

~another family photo after 2 years..

~my lil brothers..the gendengs ever:))

then we proceed to dad's side..
visit the elders,my dad's aunt..

~my couz,my aunt and nek obek..

~wif tat,a flying kiss for you readers
out there frm dearest HAFIZ:))

2nd OCT 08
basically rot at home waiting for visitors to come..
help mum cook nasi ayam penyet'..
go fry the chicken ans stuff..
sedap but too bad i cant eat it-.-
why??
coz i was in the kitchen washing dishes..
and can eat only after they left..

you noe wat,i was scrubbing the LAST pot wen
a NEW batch of dirty plates comes in.. -.-
irritating sia..wat to do..

but it was okay..
some of dad's fren leave
quite a nice sum of 'packets for me..

3rd OCT 08
rot at home and visitors come..
money goes in..haha

IM BORED!!!
and i wana go out jln raya wif my peeps out ther..



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hyperactive @ 2:45 AM