DAN SEBENARNYA...by Yuna:) Oh bulan, enggan melayan diriku lagi pabila, air mata membasahi pipi dan lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku pabila, kau bersama yg lain
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta yang masih bersemadi untukmu dan sebenarnya ku mengharapkan di sebalik senyuman mu itu kau juga merindui aku
ku enggan berpura pura ku bahagia ku enggan melihat kau bersama si dia oh ku akui cemburu mula menular dalam diri pabila kau bersama yang lain
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta yang masih bersemadi untukmu dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan di sebalik senyuman mu itu kau juga merindui aku
pabila kau merenung matanya ku rebah, jatuh ke bumi.......... di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi seperti ku bernafas dalam air adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta yang masih bersemadi untukmu dan sebenarnya ku mengharapkan di sebalik senyuman mu itu kau juga merindui aku oh dan sebenarnya... aku rindu...... dan sebenarnya.... dan sebenarnya.... aku tak mampu........
i cant wait for drama audition tmr..and make-up meet-up? LOL btw,im swear i din see ya in the elevator.. onli after you went off tat is.. so wanted to acknowledge your presence!!sory:(
~Disebalik senyuman diwajah, tersemat segaris luka yang sekian lama memakan diri sendiri.
I HATE PRACTICALS...SCREW YOU!!!! and I LOVE those two clowns...ahaha..
laughter is the best remedy when you feel all shitty and downcast.. that's why i prefer lmao everyday no matter how suck i feel.. they're the reason for the end of a once beautiful friendship..
slowly she let go of the balloon..wishing it will never come back.. but it takes a lot of courage to set it free.. because the person who ties the balloon onto her hand means so much.. ~d.m the great
btw i better start with my pract-.- #$%^*&$# oh ya tat bloody women at the student affair office is super the unfriendly lah.. can talk nicely rite..why must you give tat tone of voice.. we're not KIDS you noe-.-
im inlove with this song and the singer.. so my type of song.. :)))) she reminds me of norah jones but malay version..
im so slow todae...i need another 8 * 10^2 m.. i have 2 mths left..if not die sey..sheeshh..
anyway..i need to sleep by 10.30 everyday..unless i haven completed any assignments yet.. and the max hours of using the lappy is just 4.. i find internet crap and waste of time therefore onli when im done with my work then i'll find entertainment through there.. wait..im contradicting-.- here i am bloggin when i havn even finish my assignments.. on a lighter note..i was bloghopping just now out of random and tadahhh.. everyone is linked lah..i noe u, u noe her.she noes her.and she noes another her who is in STAGEARTS and the girl took a picture with another HIM..the stg girl linked to her..and she noes another fren who noes me.. complicated eh..
what a weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek.. seriously i tink cleaning the house is so much fun then goin for lecture.. no more last min work like in year1..this year is super hectic.. weekdays filled wif sch and NEW cca..my SUNDAYs are jampacked as well.. mayb soon enuf SATURDAY will be ndp:))))
Did you know that i still keep a diary? Did you know that i feel like making a new private blog? Did you know that i am a sentimental person? Did you know that i keep a lot of things like candles,notebook and even sweetwrapers coz they were given by people and they hold a lot of precious memories? Did you know that there are a lot of things you don't know about me and i don't want you to know because if you know then i don't know what else to say? and Haz..lol can give me the link to a post u made on ur coursemate.. coz you din write the name in that recent post did you? unless it's something that rhymes with dust..or mayb it's...
IM A MAD BITCH TODAY.. the stupid assignment on ABC prac made me screamed out loud coz i cant understand it and the thing wont fit in my head!!!!!! one last thing..i love my frens and i don like getting mad at them.. i like project work but i hate staying up late finishing the whole project alone especially wen i did my part already but i had to do urs coz you guys din do it.. and im sick of people not putting in effort and asking how the project is like when FACT IS you didn't even have the initiative to cooperate in the first place.. i gave a nicer approach but you guys take it for granted.. i even give a small share of the project to you guys..but did you do it? if anything like this happens again in the future, trust me i'll exclude your name in the project to come.. this may sound mean but who was meaner? don't worry this isn't a threat.. im just stating this on behalf of other people out there who has this issue but are just afraid to speak up..coz i noe im not the onli one..
anyway the past is past okay:) sory for this 'ooh so furious' post..you are forgiven... just promise not to do it again..IF NOT.. ahaha..i love you guys..
yeah past is past coz i see brown stripes...is tat candy?
ambassador club.. community service.. stage arts..photography club.. dikir barat..make-up artiste..astronomy club.. hockey..percussion ensemble?
damn..percussion ensemble is part of band-.- it isn't a cca by itself..SHIT LAH.. don't NYP have a storm group or something..? weak uh..and i din noe hanafi was in band-.-
and i DON NOE WAT CCA TO JOIN..[feel like joining all sey] but most likely..ambassador club and i just signed up for DRAMA.. DEE and DRAMA..?? like seriously-.- ahaha.. it's gona be a hell of fun but audition is..s.c.a.r.y. s.h.i.t
i regret cutting my hair..reali.. and im so gona rebond my hair again in june.. i wana do something before stepping into the legal zone.. mayb rebel a bit [yeah rite], pierce my tongue or wat.. ooh yeah pierce the eyes so cannot open..tskk -.-" kay crap..
after 4896147 weeks..atlast i see AZRI TODAE:) he was practically knocking on the glass door of auditorium to get my attention.. lucky chloe notice..and he was elated to see me.."jumping for joy ah" he ___me and his frens said im ___..
meet haz as well..hand her online shoes..ytd meet NORA..hee.. i want to see all the familiar faces in sch..!! zak syazwanie nadiah xing you etc etc..
it's time toGROW UP.. and start being INDEPENDENT..
i had a talk wif zak bestie and as usual we were ranting on RANDOM stuf.. to sum it up.. focus on what you wana achieve and heck what ppl ard you is saying.. if you JUST want to graduate with a normal diploma,then stick to your comfort zone.. and i noe what i want,and insyallah i can make it.. i made a promise.. a promise to my mum whom i disappoint twice..
i onli had to survive 1hr of damn boring marketing lecture todae.. and here i am..feeling ooh so tired..
im goin off to bed rite now.. and NE PROJECT can %$&@ %$# seriously..
i encounter something like this in sec sch.. and it's happening again in poly :)
NITEZ PEEPS:)))
i wish i had someone..a fren..just somebody to share my insecurities with.. someone to hear me out sincerely..it's tiring to keep things to yourself.. it's tiring to pretend.. it's tiring to put a smile on your face, to joke about and act all happy when deep inside, you hurt..
and..i wont be online for a few days..until next week most probably.. so pls wait for photos to be uploaded kay if i owe you guys one that is:) sms or cal me if you need anything:) oh and don give me miss calls.. -.-
im not telling you anything..
~you're blessed with such frens who hurt you a lot.. but you still THANK GOD for that.. i salute you for being strong and do keep up with it.. if i had frens like those, i would have ditched them.. i believe that something good will happen to you.. you may not receive it here but be patient kay..Insyallah..
HAPPY __th BIRTHDAY!! Stay gorgeous, sweet and outgoing.. may ALLAH bless you and keep you in good health.. hopefully your future will be a smooth ride.. insyallah.. don't worry i'll keep praying for your happiness.. and rmb what family is for..hee quit watever bad habits..ehem i noe kay:) and stick to those good ones..LOL.. thanks for being a GREAT sis and I LOVE YOU frm the bottom of my arse ehh i mean heart<33
I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU KAK YAN:)
and i love love boys over flowers.. i love kim bum and lee min ho..
simply bubbly yet sophisticated 9 june 1991 stil breathing hates being rushed loves babies trying to adapt in the west i may not be as pretty as you but im contented with what i have in life a girl who likes to talk:) don't like me, then don't come near me
♥ sHe
wanTs...
~Edward<3 ~vampire bf ~sneakers ~more clothes ~money:) ~better life
Diana Marz